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My Medicinal Garden Kit Experience – 14 Days of Mild Chaos, Damp Soil, and Unexpected Awe
Look- I wasn't planning to become 'that person. ' You know the type. Talks about herbal infusions at brunch, has opinions on echinacea that border on spiritual. I wasn't even trying to be healthy. I just wanted something- anything- that felt... Real. Anyway, I saw this Medicinal Garden Kit at 1:42 a. M. , sometime between Googling "natural ways to reduce bloating" and reading a Reddit thread about off-grid living in a school bus. The page was long, the story kind of intense. MS survivor, backyard pharmacy, something about yarrow saving her finger. It sounded dramatic but- oddly grounding. I bought it. Impulse. Blame the insomnia. Opening the Box Was Strange (Not in a Bad Way) There's something oddly intimate about holding seeds in your hand. These tiny, weightless things that- if you're lucky- turn into life. I lined up the packets on my counter. Lavender, Chamomile, Marshmallow, and others I couldn't spell without help. They looked innocent enough. But the voice in my head was already rolling its eyes. 'You? Growing stuff? You once drowned a cactus. ' Still. I filled old coffee mugs with soil. A chipped ceramic bowl from college. I didn't buy anything fancy- just used what I had, like some kind of broke witch trying to summon peace. Day 3 – Soil Under My Nails (and Weirdly, Joy? ) By day three, nothing had really grown. But I found myself checking them every morning, as if expecting sprouts would change overnight because I wanted them to. It didn't. But the ritual- just touching the pots, misting the soil, whispering impatient encouragement like some half-baked garden whisperer- felt good. I forgot how calming quiet could be. Day 7 – Sprouts, Doubt, and a Cup of Nerve Tea Chamomile was the first to show up. Fragile, pale green, barely there. But it was something. Marshmallow followed (yes, it's a real plant and not just a sugary campfire treat). I brewed a chamomile tea with store-bought petals- mine were too young- and sat on the floor with it like I was doing something sacred. It tasted like calm. Not happiness, exactly. But stillness. Which, lately, was rare. Also: I burned my finger on a pan that night and made a yarrow poultice using dried leaves from a friend's stash. I don't know if it was placebo, but the sting faded faster than usual. Plus, it gave me something to do with the pain, not just sit there waiting. By Day 10 – Something Shifted (and Not Just the Plants) Feverfew was finally up, though it looked suspiciously like a weed. I had to Google it three times. I still wasn't sure I planted it right, but it didn't matter. I'd started sleeping better. Maybe it was the chamomile. Maybe it was the fact that I'd finally stepped away from screens in the evening. Or maybe it was the lavender pouch I shoved under my pillow (which smelled like old soap and heaven). Evenings had become slower. Less doomscrolling. More watering and wondering. Day 14 – Not Enlightenment But Something Close I'm not about to start a YouTube channel called 'Backyard Witchcraft' or anything. But I will say this: I felt better. Not cured. Not transformed. Just more in sync. Like my body and my brain had stopped arguing for five minutes and decided to try getting along. I used to think medicine had to come in bottles. With labels. Side effects. Co-pays. But there's something quietly radical about walking into your backyard (or your windowsill) and picking what you need. A leaf. A flower. A root. It sounds too simple. Too soft. But healing doesn't always roar. Sometimes it just grows. What I Loved
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Final Thoughts The Medicinal Garden Kit didn't 'fix' me. But it gave me something to nurture. And in doing that, I accidentally started nurturing myself. Not with affirmations. Not with green smoothies. Just with dirt, water, and a little bit of hope. Maybe that's enough for now.
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